sitting here.thinking these thoughts. typing these words. i wonder what comes next???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

i am weary Lord. i am thirsty and starving. for a piece of life that will give me joy. i fought so hard and so long, you know my hearts desire. i..........am terrified. i am unstable. i am a child in need.

it has been a long long time since i have written anything. perhaps i have been slightly preoccupied with the way my life has been falling apart around me. just perhaps though. i can be very strong when need be. and it is soooo needed. i have the most amazing family (in the sense of baby bunny and little sassy sis) and my other mom and and dad and ( Read more... )

my daniel brought me a rose (and a wild one at that) and some starbucks.and my favorite whiskey "Crown Royale"
i love him
and God loves me.cuz He gave me daniel
ttfn

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! NO MORE PLEASE. I AM HURTING.

everything will be ok. I have God and God definitely has me. and my little sister and baby brother. weird things happen. somethings that i thought i was to old to freak out over.....really kinda shocked me. man-oh-man. yep real shocker. so my life is....slightly chaotic and up in the air at this current point in time. or rather my surroundings are ( Read more... )

so i have had a week. long week. short week. all around enticing week. i am. me, just me. we turned my room into a sanctuary for me. you know, since i'm not gettin married. i ain't movin out cuz i don't make enough money. danny an i worked really hard and quite late into the night. but DAMN its rad. so he stayed over for a few. i don't quite mind ( Read more... )

i'd just like to inform ya'll that we aren't getting married on the 20th of june anymore
the wedding has been postponed
it's all good though
we need more time
no more worries
love you kids

ps.
take time to dance before God
very relieving
so many intertwining emotions
i love it

i'm sitting in my fiance's house.updating my journal.needing to go do something fun. because it might not be fun later. doing youth at 6 at night in the park when it only gets to 60 degrees today,and i'm always cold, might not be fun today. not sure though. i wanna go. now. yes, right now. i'm not really enjoying myself yet today. i was ok until ( Read more... )

totally rad
i love this name
need to know how this is said
bunny???
how say??