Well. It is almost December 14th. This means that I am leaving in 19 days for Lithuania. I will be there just a few days shy of four months. I am currently sick all of the time, extremely anxious, and basically feeling pretty awful all around. I am updating because I would like any information from anyone that has been abroad before. How did you ( Read more... )

these are so perfect. i cannot stop thinking ( Read more... )

so today I randomly decided to check out bjork's website, not expecting there to be any recent updates. i quickly panicked when i saw her name on an schedule for carnegie hall. she is, however, probably only playing a few songs as a part of a music marathon with meredith monk. it's in a recital hall with only 532 people! the sad part is, there ( Read more... )

lately i feel like i don't really have one TRUE friend. the only one that comes to mind is emily--and i never really even see her. she really is the only one of my friends though who i feel certain wouldn't talk about me behind my back or tell my secrets. this summer has been incredibly hard for me because of what i'm realizing about my friendships ( Read more... )

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i am so sad. i am so angry. i am so hurt. i am so BETRAYED.

again.

Oh no-here it comes. here it comes again. Today i walked back from dinner alone. the comments hidden behind hair while i was talking were too much for me to handle. what am i doing here?

i'm thinking about recent conversations. the oh-no here it comes again ( Read more... )

i am applying for a positiong as the b-sides executive here at messiah college ( Read more... )

it's it the first day of march. the last week before spring break finally arrives ( Read more... )

So we could rave on, darling, you and I,
until the stars tick out a lullaby
about each cosmic pro and con;
nothing changes, for all the blazing of
our drastic jargon, but clock hands that move
implacably from twelve to one.


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