the last 8 days have been absolutely perfect ( Read more... )

i have days, days where i feel brilliant, days where i feel perfectly deviant as im sure oscar wilde did on his better days, as dorian absolutely did his whole life, i have days where i feel like a wretch who is on his way to a most certain hell yet, is powerless due to the chains on his will stop it, i have days in which i hope christianity is ( Read more... )

i never wanted to be somebody other than who i am more in my entire,
i just want to die

im close, i can feel it right under the surface, a few more blows from any direction ( Read more... )

So ive been reading psychology and religion by Carl Jung and its awesome ( Read more... )

this weekend has been absolute pure bliss, perfect, the mall, dying hair, cards with my family, kroger trips and omelets, car rides, sushi mulitiple times, and HER, beside me the whole time, smiling, laughing, kissing, talking, just being, being okay, being happy, having fun, being in love. next thursday night/early friday morning could not ( Read more... )

ugh, i need a vacation from life, a break on a beach

Im hurting very badly right now. an absolute hell of a weekend, ending in a break up that i never saw coming and leaving wanting to get about 2 eightballs of blow and just call it a day. apparently about 2 grams at one time or 6 grams over the course of an evening is enough to do you in. i could stretch it out all night and still have a gram left ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Love Of My Life... If i could do the whole cool scrolly thing i would, but...I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART and we will make it through this, and we shall have loads and loads of fun doing it

uugghhh, class sucks so bad, the only thing keeping me from digging my eye out with a spoon is the fact that i think we are going climbing afterwards, and easybib.com. easybib.com might be the greatest find in the entire world. i hate this place and these people, i miss ky, i miss alot of friends, i miss the love of my life