Sometimes maintaining this life seems too hard. I am tired of being so weak ( Read more... )

Mike has moved down here. I find myself at a loss of what to say or how to feel about things now days. I love him. He loves me. There's a part of me that wishes I would have chosen more. It may be that he will never be able to suit my desire in a partner. He has too many problems of his own. Sometimes I believe that he is perfectly suiting, only to ( Read more... )

So it's been about a month and a half since I've been with Mike. It's been a very intense month and a half. I want it to work out with him, but I take this so seriously that it is as much harder relationship to have. No relationship I have had has ever worked out anyway though. It could work out with him... I'm just so hurt and discouraged and ( Read more... )

Two days left until school is out. It has been quite the semester. Finally, in the past few days, I have realized what went down with me and Raymond. I certainly wasn't in the right all the time myself, but that boy took advantage of me like I've never seen. And love is completely blind. He may be a conflicted character himself, and maybe a part of ( Read more... )

Here's something i don't understand ( Read more... )

Question ( Read more... )

I'm back

older and wiser.

Life is good right now.
Im going out wtih chris, i love my friends.

ive decided im quitting lj,
it dosnt make me happy
and thats my goal for 8th grade

i might check back in a few weeks,
peace

im goin to be in jacksonville for the next 4 days

=(

ill have my cell

not to much has been going on recentally

my birthday is tomorrow!!!
the big 1-3, i know im such a youngin

i went to a modern performence, and loved it
( pictures )