mm, so i leave to go home today in like...um... a little more than five hours, and i think im going to have a heart attack. i am so excited. and derek's coming, so it's going to be a fun ride and i just can't wait to be home- actually, to see my home. yippeeeee ( Read more... )

Gotta hold on easy as I let you go ( Read more... )

life has been hectic, so hectic as of late. i am so exhausted- physically, mentally, EMOTIONALLY. there is just so much going on right now and i just cant wait to be back at school because, surprisingly, things are calmer there and im not as stressed there as i am here. and i just miss everyone so incredibly much and i am just so ready for ( Read more... )

"do not get me wrong- i cannot wait for you to come home. 
for now youre not here and i'm not there-its like were on our own 
to figure out,consider how to find a place to stand.
instead of walking away and instead of nowhere to land.
this is going to break me clean in two;
this is going to bring me close to you. 
she is everything i need that i never ( Read more... )

so i'm a mom for the week, which i'm actually kind of excited about. syd got here tonight and she's here till saturday...she's gotten so biggg. she was a doll tonight, and hopefully the rest of the week will go just as smoothly;) plusss it's $300 and then $200 for the twins- so it's a good week ( Read more... )

so i'm heading home in like 9-10 hoursish.i'm definitely excited about being home- but i am absolutely dont know what i'm going to do without these people. this week has been a great week and i just love getting to spend time with everyone. softball games with jessie and brandon were great- and the driveeeeee back to school was freaking hilarious. ( Read more... )

life makes me laugh ( Read more... )

so life is beautiful. lets just get that out there in the open. especially when you just let it be beautiful- you don't push for it, you just sit back and watch things and how they work out ( Read more... )

so things have gotten better. this past weekend was absolutely amazing-i got to spend it with three of the funniest people you will ever meet in all your days. the bad thing is now i don't know what to do with myself not having them around because i saw them all weekend. i told josh that today- his response was- "i know, i always turn and say where ( Read more... )

"They're building you up to tear you down,they won't admit it but its true. Smiling advice to end with your frown, cause they don't want what's best for you. It's sad I know I know, but you know I'm something else and now's my turn to just sit back and tell that you don't know just when to stop. You're living life to be on top. So start back here ( Read more... )