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I think I've decided to become a more vigilant poster.  Journaling is good for the soul.

I miss my old Volvo.  She's long gone.  Probably stripped and melted into a lawn chair or something ( Read more... )

A year ago my long-time friend and short-time roomate was catching a lot of flack for smoking the butts of everyone else's cigarettes.
I feel kind of bad we gave Max such a hard time about it, because at this very moment I'm digging through an ashtray to retrieve those precious three drags. I'm nearly burning off my nose in the process. ( Read more... )

Dreamed that Rob and I adopted a baby boy and named him Gabriel.
We loved him so much, I remember that clearly.  I didn't want to stop holding him or talking to him.  We wanted to do everything right, make sure that he was the happiest kid ever.

It's bizarre to me, that I could truly love something in a dream.  Someone that never has, or will, ( Read more... )

Captain's log ( Read more... )

I don't remember if I've posted anything about Dee-Dee yet ( Read more... )

I baby-sat today. I've never actually done that for non-family members, without my twin to do the dirty work. Two girls, 4 and 5 years old. They were sweet and quiet. Laurel, the eldest, is mildly autistic and very smart. I gravitated more towards her instantly, because was much like a young Lexxi. We were at the park, Travis was playing with ( Read more... )

TWO WEEKS AND 2 DAYS SOBER!!!! Yay for me!  I've come really close to giving up a few times because I'm lonely, sick, and have 5-10 extremely graphic and terrible night-mares every night.  So, this actually feels like a great accomplishment. 
I just wish I didn't lose so many friends.  I wish I didn't spend so many nights alone, missing Rob, ( Read more... )

I've been at Rob's house since Friday. I'm currently on the computer he's giving me. There's apparently a billion songs on it already, as well as a disc burner. Fuck yeah.

Although I'm just a little bored, because this town has NOTHING TO DO, it feels great to get away from Salem for a while. I just can't even pretend to enjoy the thought of ( Read more... )