Merry
Christmas.
i hope you all get what you want. 
or at least what you deserve.

i dont want to tie you down.

i'm truely excited for this new year. i know it will be great. 
my claire is going to have a monster of her own. a beautiful baby girl. 
i want to get out of town for a while. anywhere. before school starts again. 
i think i'm getting a lump of coal. my parents still hate me. 
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things are akward
i really just want to start all over again.
maybe this time it will work 
maybe i have high hope

save room for my love

save room for a moment to be with me

i finally have my car! 
she is beautiful. 
yay for my own transportation!
school is interesting.
meeting new people. seeing people from like middle/ elementry school. 
weird.

i'm excited.

will it ever get better? today we found all this out
my youngest sister has a blood disease 
Von Willebrans
my dad has diabetes
and i found a lump in my right breast
for the next two weeks i have to lay off the 
caffine 
and 
chocolate
i'm so pissed
if it doesnt go away
mammogram

i miss my old friends

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"Grow up and blow away!"... "if this is the life why does it feel so good to die today?"
well steph and i are going to nationals!

damn i'm in love with south padre. 
everthing is sooo clean and beautiful. i already decided i am going back there for the summer. 
the state tournament was okay we learned a whole bunch of stuff and now i have to start preping for NFL. 
i didnt want to come back to el paso i loved being able to do whatever i wanted and being away from my family. i'm ( Read more... )

There Is A Boy That Never Goes Out

Put the radiator on - it’s freezing
I’m coming over later on this evening
And leave the television off
At least until the conversation’s run its course

“Ba-ba-bada-ba-ba” goes the backing vocal
I’m trying not to be so antisocial
Truth be told, I’m not entirely hopeful
I’ve woken up on one too many floors
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