i cant do a thing--i havnt moved from this bed--im getting put on lithium--

i'm bringing elizabeth down to scottsdale tomorrow--its going to be great--we have full day of amazing adventures

--i love you elizabeth--more than anything--and i know we havn't known each other a very long time, but we will--i love you, you are the world to me--i love you--i love you--i love you--je t'aime vous

vividly walk into your friends restrooms
called up drunk with erection
flowers felt diagnoly...while i can see your breasts
i feel played if you twist your figure and learn to speak
and sleep paralisis will wrap around your legs
but you'll pull yourself on top of my dreams
and slowly rub up against them while i pretend to sleep

uniforms will now be manditory

i get to see elizabeth tomorrow--the antisipation is overwhelming, like a blanket swirling from the top of head downward encompassing my body--this blanket forces me to shake and convulse as i wait, watching the clock and hating myself for doing so because time seems to slow when one does this activity--so tomorrow, when i actually do see her, i'll ( Read more... )

"and i've never met anyone quite like you before"

im on the phone with elizabeth and im slowly spreading out--my body has disintegrated into an expanding cloud of energy that surounds the phone--every thought is condensed into a single electrical signal then pulled away by some unseen force--emotions and stimulus are registered then encoded and slowly broken down like matter being being pulled ( Read more... )

i woke up at six, drove my step-father to work and was on my way to glendale by 7:30--after getting lost twice i finally got to elizabeth's house by about 8:20--we spent the whole day learning about one an other while holding each other in the most beautiful embrace i've ever felt--we would sit cross legged, looking into the others eyes and ( Read more... )