elizabeth is a fantastic and beautiful woman--i wonder if she knows this

sleeping in the closet is refreshing--red is a pretty color--heroin is bad--my beautiful girlfriend is good--christian rock concerts are bad--people named Elizabeth Meadows are good--"the dangerous lives of alter boys" is an amazing movie--Xiu Xiu is a great band--my dog smells funny--danny's cat "lucy" is cute--Ms. Meadows calls me her tiny rat-- ( Read more... )

[its] a lot to take--i dont know if i can handle it--buts its everywhere and trying to fight against it seems so [pointless]--i'm not going to--its over--lets go home--our friends are dead and our land has been burned--there is nothing to return to, but lets go home--

i'm back in my house and things seem better--i called elizabeth tonight and we talked just like the old days--it felt wonderful--i think i am ready to talk more often now--i'm not exactly sure yet, so i'm not rushing into this again--she is the most amazing woman i've ever met, but i dont know if i can handle a relationship--my mood and philosophy ( Read more... )

i was outside the celebrity theatre smoking and waiting for the violent femmes to start--then i saw her--elizabeth--multi colored sweater, black heels, black quarderoy jeans, same short haircut--again, i started to shake--we sat next to each other through the show--we held hands, but mine were sweaty and would often twich despite the large amounts ( Read more... )

im going on vacation soon--i think ill be at school on monday but hopefully ill be leaving soon after that

fuck you

you know you love yourself

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.The Basics.Your Full Name:bryan sim varnerBirthday:3-21-88Hometown:scottsdale, arizonaCurrent Location (if you moved):n/aHeight:5-11Eye Color:blueHair Color:blackBraces or Retainer:noGlasses or Contacts:no.Have You Ever.Been so drunk you blacked out:yesTaken drugs:yes ( Read more... )

i'm sorry i havnt updated in a while--i've been slightly sedated lately--there is this pressure that has been injected in the middle of my shoulder blades-001010010011100101001-it spreads across into my shoulders until there is a line just below my neck--then like satin falling to the floor it sends waves throughout my body, to every vein and nerve ( Read more... )

i just want the strongest thing out there--something to make it all the same--something to make me able to dream again