as a result of a combination of living alone in portland, my desire to start keeping something of a journal again, the latest comment on my last post, i've decided to start a new livejournal; start over fresh.

anyone still checking this thing is cordially invited to check it out:

indielifestyle.livejournal.com

i'm sick of my right hand being worthless and my tummy hurts from too much mac-n-cheese. bleh.

so i just realized i havent checked or updated this thing in ages. i dont have internet in my apartment, so it makes it hard to keep up with this online ish ( Read more... )

this actually made me LOL:


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i hate moving ( Read more... )

fuck me ( Read more... )

went to the councelor again. i love how people look at me when i push the 5 button on the elevator. everyone knows thats the psychological services floor. whatever. my councelor is cool. i like talking to her, but i dont see how its going to help. fuckit.

its cheaper than a movie and there's free coffee..

bleh. i need to turn off my head. it's been thinking some scary things lately.

i've been feeling completely alone in a crowded room all the time lately, and it's not a good feeling.

if it takes shit to make bliss,
well i feel pretty blissfully..

i got my internship yesterday. this time around, i'm gonna be working at consolidated metco inc, a company that designs test equipment. sounds like i'm gonna be on a team designing and testing a machine thats supposed to revolutionize the production of medication ( Read more... )

um, i went to my first counselor appointment today. it wasn't scary at all. the woman i have is really easy to talk to and not at all judgmental like i was always afraid they would be. also, she's pretty good at reading me, so i don't feel like i'm wasting my time telling her things. basicly it's a good situation and i'm gonna try and go back as ( Read more... )