I should start writing in here. It would be great cause I am great and i am sooo interesting. Not really but whatever.

It is exactly midnight. Totally nuts.

Not much to say. Avoiding doing homework. i never even look at this thing anymore. I read some friend entries. I am sorry shit is bad. I don't know how to help. I am pretty exhausted. So much to do over the next two weeks ( Read more... )

i have had this thing for years and once every few months I actually write in it. There is not really much to say. I still need to find a job but I think I may have found something that is very part time. If it works out that would be really nice cause it is on campus and right after my classes end so I won't have to drive any where ( Read more... )

Moving to Tucson YAY YAY YAY!! I am so happy to get the hell out of this horrible city. Too many people here. Things are too far away. everything is just messed up here and I hate it so I am leaving... later

seattle friday! Drunk tonight.... lame. I am sad tonight. So many stars in my room it is wonderful though. that is why I hate people, less stars. i think astronomy is next. I love stars and math. That is all I really know I love so I am going with it. Wish me luck.

since I have written in here. Life is terrible.

It has been so long what is there left to say anymore? Tonight i am sad.

There are old friends I have that sometimes I miss. i havent talked to them in years and I barely think about them anymore but there are times when I do and I really miss them. I wish they were stil a part of my life and that I was a part of theirs but that is not ever going to happen again. I guess that is fine but soemtimes it makes me sad.

I had an ultra frightening dream last night of my brother dying. He was getting the death penalty but by our families choice. It scared me and I woke myself up by crying. Then he called me an hour later and asked me if I was okay. He said was worried about me and didn't really know why.