I wish life were all figured out for me.

One of my really good friends from high school died on Sunday night.  He found out he had diabetes about two years ago when he nearly slipped into a coma.  It's been a constant battle for him since.  The last year and a half or so he's been living in a nursing home.  From what I know, his body just gave out ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to go to a Christmas party for work.  Just for the managers.  I reallyREALLYreally don't want to go.  I don't get along with half of them.  At all.  I already opted out of the gift exchange.  One of the guys wasn't going to go, but was told he had to go or face documentation.  I was not warned of any written documentation if I did not ( Read more... )

I broke up with the new boyfriend.  So I'm single again.  Which is refreshing.  This time, when I say I'm going to stay single for awhile, I'm going to try to be single for awhile.  Because that didn't work out last time.

Livejournal informs me that it has been twenty weeks since my last update.  Whoops ( Read more... )

So we're trying the friends thing.  I don't know if it's working.  We can talk on the phone fine.  But it's strange to hang out.  After the last entry I've been fine.  Happy with myself.  Happy with life.

Hating the fact that I have to pack and move.  My time to procrastinate is drawing to an end.  Crap.

So the holidays are over.  A lot less stress.  It's nice.  I'm not as busy and that's nice.  People still aren't all that great to be around.
My roommate finally moved out.  Though he hasn't paid me any of the money that he owes me.  So it looks like it's about time to start going to the courts about it.  I really don't want to have to take him to ( Read more... )

I don't know how I can say this without sounding like a fifteen year old.  I feel like.  I don't know.  Like I have anger issues.  I get frustrated with people extremely easily.  In the back of my wee head, when I'm frustrated with people...I'm thinking of ways to threaten them with violence in a way to scare them away from me.  Not threaten them ( Read more... )

I didn't really kick my roommate out.  I asked if he wanted to leave.  But then I continued on to say that if he didn't leave, I was going to.  So...he's leaving.  I'm staying.  Sara will probably move in.  My boyfriend is not allowed to pick who we live with anymore.  The last two people have been his pick and have ended badly.  He picks people ( Read more... )

So.  While I was talking to my boyfriend today, I said something about how I moved to this new place to be close to my grandparents.  And I have not visited them once since I've moved in.  I'm too busy.  They're old so they go to bed early, so by the time I get off of work, they're going to sleep.  He's like, "Well, I think I'm the first to know ( Read more... )