happy

corina and i carved a pumpkin last night and it turned out quite cute. the past couple of weeks have been great. i feel almost the same emotions as when we were first dating and it feels so good to know after years of being together, we still got it. i love us now and cant wait to see what the future has in store :)

my mind keeps growing with ideas. pieces of my life, things ive seen, things i long for. all converging into possible masterpieces in my minds eye. no one will truly understand my motives behind my work or the meanings. what i can express to the world is im flooded with artistic thoughts lately. so much so that i feel like my head is going to ( Read more... )

i was just looking at my xanga page from long ago and reading my entries. i cant believe how depressed i used to be. thank GOD cora came into my life and saved me. other than that i added a new plant to my desk in my room and it looks cool. buying plants is the best way to make myself happy ( Read more... )

im up in jersey and i want it to snow! and i cant wait until after christmas cause we will probably go to the city a few more times.

cora and i went ice skating at the tampa bay skating academy (a few minutes from my house). she hasn't skated since she lived in NY and i haven't since i visited my cousins in the ATL a few years ago. all i can say is i don't know why i didn't go sooner. i love rollerblading and ice skating isn't much different. the only difference is i don't get ( Read more... )

well, not quite, but i think the starter motor went. so tomorrow my uncle and i are going to fix it. thank god it broke down by my mailbox or i would have had to get it towed. this is the first time in 2 years my car has given me a problem big enough that i cant drive it so i cant complain.

shit went well. im a little sunburnt from laying pavers. im ready for bed. the end.

tomorrow im going to meet up with a guy i know from a big ad agency in the area (peakbiety-www.peakbiety.com). if you don't know who they are, all u really need to know is they are big in this area. this is a chance in a lifetime. hopefully they will consider me for employment tomorrow, but i just don't know. and thats bad, cause i fear the unknown ( Read more... )

so i still don't have a job yet. i need to work on that this week. ive just been enjoying some much needed time off and getting things done that i needed to for a long time. other than that ive been back on a strict workout plan with my step dad for three weeks. we joke with my mom saying we are trying to get in our prime. progress is good so far ( Read more... )