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[iamnosaint]

No one has responded to one of these in like a year. But I realized that's not what matters. It just makes me feel better to type things. It's a little tiny release on all the things building up inside me. this time there was nothing up inside me. a lot of nothing. I've felt numb since Saturday. And I thought it was a good thing. I wasn't

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[____velvet]

ive had this feeling so many times and often ask that same question "will i ever be happy again?"

and i know what you mean, i recently realized what a release it is to just write stuff out, it takes a huge weight off your mind.

well i hope you feel BETTER not numb or sad.

[iamnosaint]

yeah ive felt a bit better since i wrote that. lifes still life though. and some parts of life really do just suck. at least i know that i CAN still be happy, if i distract myself enough. and apparantly trying to dance late at night makes me happy too.