I don't think I can take it. I don't think I can do it anymore. It's all a tease. And it's making me insane. I can't do it. I'm so afraid what I'll do... I don't know what to do. all I know is it hurts already. It still hurts from before. And It's never going to stop hurting. and I'm going crazy. She makes me crazy. and now she wants me ( Read more... )

No one has responded to one of these in like a year. But I realized that's not what matters. It just makes me feel better to type things. It's a little tiny release on all the things building up inside me. this time there was nothing up inside me. a lot of nothing. I've felt numb since Saturday. And I thought it was a good thing. I wasn't ( Read more... )

I'll give a bunch of cookies to anyone who can figure out what inspired this. Like, guess what my symbol is here ( Read more... )

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Arbo has radiant!!! that means instead of having the POS Pacer system, (all pacer computers were built in 1987, every 'new' computer they've sent us since then is a 'refurbished' unit)now we have a nice touch-screen system, that prints out nicer looking tickets, its easier to deal with, and harder for people to steal from ( Read more... )

Today I had to say goodbye to the most beautify 'complication' in my life. Shes my "It's complicated..." but I'm ok with that. Today was the first time I had to say goodbye to her, that didn't make me cry. It wasn't easier, it wasn't less meaningfull. Today was the first time I could say goodbye, with the absolute certainty that we'll be ( Read more... )

1. Your Middle Name ( Read more... )

Today... is going to be.... fun ( Read more... )

“hello u dono me but I read the poem u sent to my Holly and I just wanted to say it really touched my heart and ur a very powerful writer and I can admire that"

ahhh... arriving home at 6 am after 6 hours of pool at Morey's. David was in town, we decided to have some fun. most money I've ever spent on pool tho... wish we'd had more people there to split the cost. I go sleep now.