this has nothing to do with anyone really, but everything falls apart. especially at one time. don't think it's all scattered out. when it goes down it goes down and it's hell.

im really home sick. i want to go home. things aren't going well i guess you could say. im completely broke, i've come to the conclusion that i am a horrible friend, if a friend at all, all i do is bitch and i don't notice it. i feel really selfish because my mom wants to move but i don't want to leave. and it's not just in state or out of state ( Read more... )

so i've been thinking, lip or septum or both?

i want to update but have nothing interesting to say at all. well i guess i kinda do. haha wait, do i ever have anything interesting to say? no. the show was alright. it was good company in all. everytime i go though i realize how fucking shy i am and how stupid i am that i don't talk. but hmm, so abraham got me a shirt it was nice. he's a great ( Read more... )

friends only mother fucker

why the fuck would you want to read this anyway? exactly. but whatever. if you want to which im sure you don't, comment and ill see how many people don't want to be my friend.

it's funny when i post something im feeling and no one comments and when i post bullshit random stuff i get assrammed with em.

* * * * * * * *I am yet to figure out what pot does for that kid really. i almost feel sorry for him. it really is quite pathetic. i guess i just really miss the old zahk. most importantly i miss our band. i miss the ( Read more... )

i fucking hate retarded kids that act more retarded than they actually are and block the whole fucking hallways bump into me and look at me like it's my fault. geezus.

NevermoreSunsets: your smile is one of the most beautiful things one could ever gaze upon, it's so pure and geniuine it's almost overwhelming every time i see it, it's just as beautiful as the rest of you, it's like that feeling you get when you watch a sunrise or a good song that can still make you cry in joy no matter how many times you've heard ( Read more... )