i havent updated lately cuz i really dont think anyone wants to hear it.

im ready to get out of high school and away from the shallow relationships that i have that appear deep--probably to them. but i think they just say they care about me...and im not sure they do...or if they think about me.

im sorry to complain...its just whats on my heart ( Read more... )

The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong.

ryan is here..and i dont know how ill ever be able to smile when he's gone.


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I am no longer sweet sixteen ( Read more... )

i check LJ like every day...prolly more than once & hardly ever update ( Read more... )

one of my old friends might be coming back here this weekend...i havent seen him in like a year and we got kinda close before he left (for boarding school in VA) and then he was mad at me like the day he did leave & that kinda sucked...but i hope he does get to come home-i've missed him ( Read more... )

today was pretty good till it started to suck ( Read more... )

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well he didnt show up...but im ok. i got to talk to him today. i think he's happy now and thats all i care about.

the other night i couldnt sleep so i took a pic of myself TRYING to sleep :D


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