i think ryan REALLY is coming to see me this week! its all a long story why i thought he wasnt before..but yeah. not to live yet- but at least to stay. things are goin a little crazy up there. he's trying to help his mom out with some stuff and get a car & everything. i missssss himmmmmm but i'm so much happier today- we finnnally got to talk like ( Read more... )

i finally got to talk to him!! yesterday he called and i missed it but he left a message...today he called from the same pay phone and we could only talk for 3 minutes

he just said he missed me over & over & he <3d me (:D) and he's like im moving..today actually and im like WHAT?! HERE!?!?!?! and hes like well no with my mom..hah. they're moving ( Read more... )

I got ryans board yesterday...here it is!


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yep. 10 days since ive talked to ryan. wonder if he'll just...show up on tuesday. thats the end of the 3 weeks he said before. he got back from his cruise last night and didnt call- his mom said he'd be home today. i called tonight tho & she said he's out w/ cameron :(. it sounds better tho that hes with him- i was worried for a lil bit that he ( Read more... )

changed it again so now its not so crazy...its just pink. yep yep....so im pretty bored with summer sofar. i cant find a job i want really- a lotta ppl would think its awesome to work at my moms store. its a little coffee shop that sells all that coffee stuff of course & then like gainesville tshirts & some jewelry stuff. its a cute store, really ( Read more... )

i changed my LJ a little...it looks kinda stupid now- its like AMY all over the page. i'm working on it tho. does anyone know how to make the box smaller without an account? i finally found out where it is but it wont let me check that box cuz i dont have an account...anyways...yep ( Read more... )

i actually swallowed a pill this morning without even realizing it...i can eat almost anything now & i've had pizza finally. woo....im not ready to try chips or something but i'm so glad im not waking up & whining all the time...haha ( Read more... )

ryan's moving in 3 weeks.....threeee morree weeks :D and he did say that on tuesday so its less kinda. people are still telling me he's not coming...but he is.

i guess theres not much else to say. i hafta work a long time tomorrow night w/ my mom.

oh and im supper burned from going to a pool on wednesday.

:( im sorry lou.

yay!...ive had a few ppl come and see me now & my throat is getting much better!!! (thanx ( Read more... )

well....i feel really awful. last night was a pretty bad night- i woke up at like 1 with my tv on (playing boy meets world actually) and i got really hot & dizzy & i had to call my mom down and she helped me not black out/pass out...and it was awful. i felt like i was dying. and no1 knows that but her..and my dad. and thats because no1 has talked ( Read more... )