I am so fucking happy.

and getting pretty fucking drunk.

and i have a test tomorrow?

WHAT THE FUCK EVER IT'S A NEW DAY BBZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like today is going to give me an ulcer.
I'm so fucking nervous, yet excited...yet fucking NERVOUS as fuck.

The suspense is gonna give me the ulcer, that's it.

fun quick weekend...

but alas, i think i am on the verge of sickness.

I am fucking STOKED that Alan Rickman has been casted as the capppaaatilllahhhhh in tim burtons alice in wonderland.

HELLS YES.

this is how i feel right now:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

reasons why i feel this way:
- randomly got  two fatty financial aid checks yesterday in the mail that i didn't know i was getting, & ( Read more... )

Yummmmmmmmmm.


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Chill birthday weekend, which is exactly what I wanted.
I had fun, lots of laughs, etc etc. Good friends, and good times...

That's all you really need.
I don't feel older.

But I feel like I'm on an optimistic spurt...if that makes any sense.

p.s.- I win at lasertag bitchesssssssssss!
: ]

Here's to hoping twenty is a lot better than

nineteen!

my ninteenth year of living was probably the craziest.

<3

Soooo I was looking at the San Jose State website last night, and their journalism program looks promising. Mostly because if you major in in that you have to choose an emphasis, which i havent seen at sacstate. So I can do Journalism with an emphasis on Magazines. Seems like a sweet deal to me.

So maybe I'll just go there. That would be cool, not ( Read more... )

i wish i could just be as angry as my last post, then surrender to the fact that i am completely and utterly

heartbroken.