physical pain yes... when I don't let emotion "get the better of me" the stomach acids do, and the migraines too... Seventh grade was a very painful year I'm not sure if I wished I was dead, but I was curious about it, esspecially since that was the first time a friend of mine tried suicide.
migraines in general make me want to kill myself, and if I wasn't convinced that it would stop in a few hours, I might have... seriously if they went on for even a whole day, I'm not sure that the rest of life would out weigh the pain of that day, anything to make it stop, you get psycho like you're a junkie or something, you can't think about anything other than the present time and how much it hurts
as for emotional pain, rationalizing why to break up with love of my life blah blah blah
yes i have but the pain has never been THAT bad. i think of myself as having a high tolerance for pain but i've been pretty lucky with not experienceing too much pain in my life (is that sentence a run on?). never broken a bone. never had a headache so bad that it couldn't be fixed with aspirin. everything that would be truly painful, shock eliminated it. i had my pinky cutoff with some scissors when i was a youth and i don't remember it hurting at all but i remember having my wisdom teeth out and screaming at members of my own family. i think i wrote too much. blah blah blah me me me
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migraines in general make me want to kill myself, and if I wasn't convinced that it would stop in a few hours, I might have... seriously if they went on for even a whole day, I'm not sure that the rest of life would out weigh the pain of that day, anything to make it stop, you get psycho like you're a junkie or something, you can't think about anything other than the present time and how much it hurts
as for emotional pain, rationalizing why to break up with love of my life blah blah blah
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yes i have but the pain has never been THAT bad. i think of myself as having a high tolerance for pain but i've been pretty lucky with not experienceing too much pain in my life (is that sentence a run on?). never broken a bone. never had a headache so bad that it couldn't be fixed with aspirin. everything that would be truly painful, shock eliminated it. i had my pinky cutoff with some scissors when i was a youth and i don't remember it hurting at all but i remember having my wisdom teeth out and screaming at members of my own family. i think i wrote too much. blah blah blah me me me
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