ive been working 40 hours a week for dave kennedy. last night i was getting mashed in the poconos with dave, corey, kyle may, erin and kim coleman. on the 18th i am going to san francisco for 7 days. there are no expected situations in life

do you ever feel like you cant go on anymore

i spend every day alone

Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day ( Read more... )

i finally have some ambition in me to go back to school. ive been looking into some schools in new york again.. and last week i went to one of christina's art classes at montclair state. the two of us smoked about 10 minutes before we left to drive up there. i walked right in with her still really high, and no one even gave any concern about what i ( Read more... )

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what an insane weekend

i need to move on from all the things that are bothering me. im thinkng about going and living somewhere else just to get some distance from all the problems im having around here, a fresh beginning to new things i guess. still waiting on spring then things are gonna change..

i wish i could explain the things in my head the way i am thinking them... this little guy understands at least


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ill sit and play guitr hero by myself and get drunk at 4 in the morning i really dont give a fuck. im at the point where i dont give a shit about anything. i need to start robbing banks while im in the mood cause im broke as fuck