Holy shit. For whatever random reason.. today I was thinking about this livejournal. The format to this little website has changed so much!

dear everyone...

i am still living.. i just never write in my livejournal.

so im still substitute teaching...
and today..
I learned that Budweiser is sponsering a middle school soccer team. WHAT!?!

besides that..
I've been keeping busy with learning capoeira and performing crazy kitchen experiments.

things are going good. that means i have less to bitch about and so everyone hears from me way less. eh?

pretty much all I do lately is read books on buddhism and complete sudoku puzzles. those two things contradict each other.
annnnnnnnnnnnndddddd... as for other contradictions.. i work in an irish pub. that means i will be getting very good at bullshitting about beer and meat.

woo!

<3

I have a very bad habit of forgetting my hobbies when I have too much free time. I forget that there's anything I like to do. Then I sit around and mope about not having anyone to hang out with which then snowballs into thoughts that the whole world must be out to get me and my life sucks. I know these are irrational thoughts. I get clingy and ( Read more... )

sometimes i complain that nothing in my life is really how i think it should be. but, if i stop trying to make it something else i can see how its actually pretty amazing.

there's always work to do right here because i am weak in more ways than i am strong.

the troupe had a photo shoot today and it was a lot of fun!
I really like this aspect of my life even though it's a pretty extreme contrast to the rest..

you should focus on two things in this picture.
1. my awesome hair that was done by amy at obscurities
2. cat's amazing house!!


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I did quite a bit of cleaning in my apartment this week although I could have done quite a bit more if I wasn't so tierd all the time lately ( Read more... )

so after spending a day in the basement and going through things like my grandmas report cards from middle school and her hate letter to my grandfather... i am heading home ( Read more... )

i have so many family photos now. i have boxes and boxes. some albums are full of people i never talk to. others are very old and i don't even know who the people are. no one cared to write down names and now i don't really have anyone to ask ( Read more... )