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I've reclaimed a lot of my past, my memories and my scars from you and made them my own. Not all of them; some of them i pretend aren't even there. They're in some kind of perpetual limbo ( Read more... ) -
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Just feel lost today. Which is a weird feeling to have when you know where you are, who's around you, and things you need to do. But somewhere deep down, but surfacing, is a feeling of just being completely isolated and lost ( Read more... ) -
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What a tough week ( Read more... ) -
Something is missing...
The past continues to flood in. The abuse. My biological father's utter bullshit. Old relationships and the emotional blackmail I was put under. The constant perpetual lies.
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Can't sleep...
I need to sleep. I've had three terrible nights on the bounce, and when I don't sleep i get even worse brain fog and feel even more numb than usual. Which is plenty anyway ( Read more... ) -
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If it wouldnt hurt that kid of yours, i'd pray you killed yourself ( Read more... ) -
Fuck, here we go...
Feeling those urges again. I even took pictures of the last time i did it ( Read more... ) -
Life of Agony - No Desire
Some songs you just have skip back and listen to a few more times... this is one of those...
Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way today ( Read more... ) -
Fire inside? Hoping, failing?
Well, livejournal, its been a while. I'm glad to see it's still here. I actually attempted to continue one of my older ones from the early 2000's but they're pretty much blocked as it's been so long ( Read more... )