I just want to know how to make things right again. I can't accept the notion that this is a problem I can't possibly fix. I just don't know how, and I'm afraid of making it worse by doing something wrong.

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I'm in this huge funk emotionally and I just can't shake it. I just don't know anymore.

haha I totally forgot I had one of these. Anyways, I feel like I haven't updated in a long time so I might as well compose some thoughts ( Read more... )

Obligatory update? Maybe ( Read more... )

To say I'm exhausted right now is an understatement. The lab has me working ~42+ hours a week and INO is ranges between 20-24 hours on the weekends. I find that I have absolutely no time to do anything. Heck, I'm starting to feel like a guest in my own home. I'm probably gonna put in my two weeks at INO this weekend. I feel super guilty, but I ( Read more... )

Life in a nutshell ( Read more... )

Life has been great. No job yet, but my dad is moving on to a different company which will hopefully allow HIM to earn some money. My little sister is currently raising money to go to Japan for Campus Crusade for Christ. If anybody would like to donate just let me know as she would greatly appreciate it ( Read more... )

Job hunt continues. Modified my resume. Having some people look over it. Anybody who says the job market is good or is improving is pretty much full of shit at this point. How can you get turned down from a lab job that requires only a BS degree in Chemistry? CA is such a shitpool at this point ( Read more... )

I'm currently digging through all my old stuff and selling it on craigslist and the facebook marketplace. I didn't realize what a ridiculous number of pokemon and yu-gi-oh cards I had @_ ( Read more... )

Dear California,

You suck at providing jobs for people who graduated with a legitimate degree in a respectable field. I'm glad I have greater ambitions over the long haul than fighting for underpaid work.

Screw you California