For anyone interested in knowing, my mom and I are back on track and things are all hunky-dory. Sometimes, you gotta get a fight out. After we fought, I promised myself I wouldn't call her for a week. I found myself calling her later that afternoon. I've got some issues, but I'm gonna get through them.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I know I'm being an immature little brat, and you have no reason to put up with it. I'm so sorry that I can't do simple things. I'm sorry that I'm not more responsible. I'm sorry that I get mad, especially when you're just looking out for me ( Read more... )

So, I feel all funky. These days are just going by so fast! First there's sleeping, then there's a few hours of restless ambling aroung the apartment, and then there's sleep. And then it starts over. Lame ( Read more... )

I am Iron Man . . . doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo!

Don't you hate it when everyone in the world seems to have someone but you?

I pissed Courtney off tonight and cried about it. I'm such a fucking pussy.

I think something's wrong with me. When I'm happy, I'm happy. But when I'm sad, it makes me want to end it all.

Why is it that I always seem to have $371 in my checking account, or a negative amount? What is going on? For those of you who think I'm rich, this is before my rent check is put through - so, yeah, I'm actually screwed ( Read more... )

I keep waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what it is. I don't like this feeling of anticipation.

Do you ever wish you were more than what you are?

Somebody told me I was beautiful today. I almost cried.

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Last night, Danny convinced me to play footie, which is sort of like rugby, but for Australians. It was awesome. So much fun. And then I got hurt. I pretty much took a tumble and landed hard on my right knee. It hurt a lot, and I knew it wasn't one of those 'put some ice on it and rest it' kind of things. I drove myself to the Emergency Room (and ( Read more... )