So I'm confused ( Read more... )

I hate my life.
I hate Santa Rosa.
I hate not having a job.
I hate not talking to my friends every day.
I hate not seeing my Mom and Dad every day.
I miss Wendys.
I miss the constant rain.
I miss my cat.
I love Joe, though.
I love my house.
I love mutherfuckin palmtrees.
I love BALMY April afternoons.
I love having a tan...IN MARCH.
I ( Read more... )

There's a lot that I want to say but I can't because I don't want to alarm anyone at home. i am fine I have 100 days clean and I hate my life. BUT I don't do coke anymore. So yeah that's good. Umm Easter, holiday, unsure. Yeah have fun with the chocolate eggs!!

Cody

I don't even live in Washington anymore and I'm seriously considering flying back to murder someone. I have known for fucking years that he's an asshole and OMIGOD he whipped it out again. HOLY ASSHOLE!!! RRRRR. I hate you. I hate people that are self-righteous, fuck you. I have a life that doesn't involve shooting emails to second rate friends who ( Read more... )

Heh, it's funny because no one had said anything about me doing a bad job or even messing shit up.
Then today happened.

So I'm going to Ukiah to eat dinner with my manager's family. He took pity on me because my roommates are assholes and invited me up AND he's making his son drive down and get me then take me home!! HA! So yeah.....there are too many things on my mind to talk about. (Shakes head) I just wish it was the way I thought it was gonna be.

Cody

So today is day.....32?? I was never so good at counting backwards and whatnot. SO yeah everything's in order. I'm transferring to a Wendys down there so I have constant income because YardBirds holds your first check for like a month  and that would suck. My bestfriend won't even talk to me about it and my boyfriend and I were fighting hella until ( Read more... )

For whatever reason everytime I begin to plan my trip back to CA, something happens. This time: my roommate's husband doesn't want me to move down there. Now what doesn't make sense is that she didn't tell him she was talking to me about it AND I've already given notice at work. Bullshit. That's all my life is bullshit ( Read more... )

I decided to move back to California today, and then my boyfriend said he wouldn't have a long distance relationship and the only OTHER person I hang out with in Vancouver said I wasn't her friend anymore. So if any of you read this and are interested in entertaining an otherwise depressed moody little girl so she doesn't blow all of her savings on ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

Yeah and he's not my boyfriend. I see trouble ahead, and it's soo all mine.

Cody