tonight was a good night... i miss golo alot. everything about him, and no im not in an altered state of mind. I am so glad i slept with him, with someone I trust, and I miss doing that now. its like sex brings you closer to someone in ways you'd never expected, its being so intimate, and im really happy that i got to share that with him. i don't ( Read more... )

that was an intense night. whew.

I AM GOING TO SEE GIRL TALK MOTHER-UCKAS!

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ugh. my mom only wants me to go to austria for 2 weeks. I really don't think thats enough time for me.

passport has been applied for :-)
Now to fix everything else...

I told my mom about visiting Golo... she's surprisingly ok with it. Ive got an appointment to apply for my passport tomorrow morning! :-) Then its ticket purchasing time. Golo says he still wants me to visit, and Im pretty confident that we can work through those issues. He's already feeling better, but he was so stressed out that he was borderline ( Read more... )

Man I cant wait to stop being so BORED all the time! Im also nervous about getting that birth certificate, tomorrow is my last day basically to get it before school. Ergh.

Sooo golo and I are taking a break for a few days. no skype, but we can email. Im really hoping this will shake me out of taking him for granted. I dont want to say goodbye to him yet but I keep making mistakes. blarg. He still wants me to visit him (hence why we need to email, as well as keeping tabs on what the other is thinking) and I want to ( Read more... )

i dont know whether this is a random wave or a permanent thing, but lately ive been thinking of breaking up with golo. when i talk to him it just drags and i don't really care about making an effort. it comes and goes though. i wonder if we need a break, or if its just whole happy-new-relationship thing wearing off. i dunno. ill have to think about ( Read more... )