I am confused. And I don't know what to do. Thigs like this always seem to happen just in time to make me feel like a horrible person. Last friday I spent the night with a man that I used to care for deeply. And he was never interested in anything serious befor so I though why should now be any different. But It was. And now I am seeing someone ( Read more... )

I am a very confused girl...you see. I have a thing. A crush, as they say, on a boy. A very nice boy. Who is sweet, and kind, and who makes me laugh. However. I don't know how he feels about me. And, I am very much affraid to tell him how I feel ( Read more... )

Hello all. I am well. Very well indeed. Its of to work I go shortly. And despite the hickie on my name from my crazy weekend. I am sure I will have a good day. You see, my weekend was full of good times, laughs, and hanging out with old friends. You see. I am not so boring after all. I have a life sometimes. When I try. I can't wait for another ( Read more... )

I have recently decided that I have completely lost my mind. Or at least I am on my way. I have so many "emotion" and "trust" issues. I hate myself for it, and I don't mean I hate myself in the sense that i want to kill myself for all you buttheads out there. I just mean it sucks majorly to think about my relationships with people the way I do ( Read more... )

Hi everyone..its been a while. Well...I got a job. I work at Marshall's in Newburyport. And well...yeah...thats all I've been doing really. Working. My life is so boring. I should change my journal name to "My boring existance by: mary" It would be so fitting ( Read more... )

How is everyine else doing? I am at my Bethany's house. I am here for the traditional Thanksgiving dinner. I enjoy coming here for thanksgiving. I have been for the past few years. OOOooo dear. I am gonna eat way way way toooo much tomorrow. YAY ( Read more... )

Well then. Thanksgiving is swiftly approaching, next thing you knoe it will be Christmas. Believe me it sneeks up on us all. Sooo...yeah. I am exctied about Thanksgiving because I get to go over to my dear friend Bethany's house...and kick it with her family. They rock ( Read more... )

Hello... I have returned from Maine safe and sound. Well, as sound as I was before anyhow. So I had lots of fun with the dear Aubrey; I watched a lot of movies, including all three lord of the rings movies, spent time at her college, and started a new book. I also ate some good food, saw cows, baby cows, baby horses, and got chapped lips. Her cat ( Read more... )

Well...I just spent quite a while with a nearly complete entry, however the silly web page decided to flake-out. But whatever ( Read more... )

Hello again...Me so bored...My insomnia seems to be getting worse. I couldn't sleep at all last night. I finally took a four-ish hour nap from 8-ish to noonish. I watched "good Morning Viet Nam" and it made me cry, but then again so do comercials nowadays. I am having some issues...within myslef of course. I haven't anyone to tlak to about them. ( Read more... )