Another week goes by of classes, and I feel I have finally found a place to be content in my mind and soul. With classes rolling by, and weeks, I can count towards my success instead of counting backwards through the valuable days I have wasted my time and energy on a childhood dream. I know not all of this rationale is exactly true, but I can't ( Read more... )

Hola, from Nashville. No, I'm not on a tour, I'm not on a cross country roadtrip. I'm here visiting Tristan's parents. Not as bad as a place as I might have imagined. Haven't seen any front porch banjo players, at least. Where should I start? I haven't even looked at my last entry, so I've no clue where i have left off. I guess I'll start with new ( Read more... )

Late to work today; got a "Matt" Tattoo ( Read more... )

Walking the dog, and a cigarette. Cycling the block, cycling the sweet toxins to my lips, my lungs, my oxygen, my blood, my brain, and back past my lips. A heavy night's sleep behind me. After thoughts racketing around in my skull, like heavy pinballs. No slide show within them to promote a light behind my eyes ( Read more... )

Our Minds. Our Culture ( Read more... )

we go up the stairs to go down ( Read more... )

For the West Coast tomorrow. Things lately have been a rampant seasaw of confusion. I suppose this is what happens when things get real? Real. A strange word to descride a relationship. A strange word for describing anything.How do we really know what to trust, thought? Wrote him an E-mail the other night about where I am with things. ( Read more... )

hermitbot. Rantbot. Emptybrainbot ( Read more... )

Well well well. what's new here ( Read more... )

Why did I gamble everything for nothing ( Read more... )