scratch the last entry. i'm not going to post here anymore, i've created a new username/journal ("i_heart_crayons"). go there and comment if you want to be added. it's gonna be friends-only.

i'm considering making this journal friends-only, because i have no clue who reads it, and that makes me uneasy. so, from now until further notice (when i decide what i want to do), friends only.

honesty = good.

i <3 peanut butter so much more than you it's not even funny. i smear it all over my body every night before i go to bed. i dream about peanut butter. i'm legally married to peanut butter. i'll show you the marriage license if you want. we got married in vegas last spring. we had our honeymoon in the bahamas. it was a really great ( Read more... )

i had a good day, even though i didn't get to go to NYC. i had a lot of fun with josh. we cuddled for a while, and watched some really adorable and funny anime, then went to IHOP and played lots of 20 questions. some memorable answers: "pie" "a haircut" "crack" and "boobs". then we went to target, cuz i needed a white shirt for the choir concert ( Read more... )

i'm in josh's room, trying to type very quietly, b/c he's asleep. we were supposed to go to NYC today, but... we missed the bus. i'm kinda sad, b/c i <3 NYC, and it would've been so cool to go. but, c'est la vie. can't do anything about it now. i just want today to be over so i can stop "what if"ing and enjoy the rest of the weekend. i had a very ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK. it seems as though if you have a penis you have license to be a total asshole and do whatever the fuck you want.

YOU DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME UNLESS I SAY THAT YOU CAN.

tonight was an exceptionally good night. all day i've felt a strange kind of fatigue that feels more like drunkeness than tiredness. but i felt really good all day, though pretty spacy. i chilled out a lot, and did homework in the campus center, did lots of music theory stuff. then josh came to the campus center, then we wandered about, then we ( Read more... )

right now i'm trying to decide which song i'm enjoying more right now: Peace Train by Cat Stevens, or 99 Problems by Jay-Z. It's a tough decision. Jay-Z is so fucking cool. but so is cat stevens. and so are the yeah yeah yeahs. i fucking love music sharing. did you see the yeah yeah yeahs at that one MTV awards thing, and all the flower petals were ( Read more... )

today is a rainy day. Things have been going badly recently. Like, in the past 48 hours. Last night I really felt like crap, and Jean took 8X the recommended amount of No Doz (caffeine pills), so I got all paranoid and had our RA call Public Safety, and they came and talked to us, and it was fine, but it still sucked. PS is so incredibly nice. I <3 ( Read more... )

PISCES ( Read more... )