Funny how we go through things and learn something we never expected. We learn what is important to us and learn certain things are not. Time does have a way of changing things..people..attitudes..beliefs.

Many changes..recently I've learned alot about people that I use to deal with on a daily basis. you know things aren't good but you can never imagine what others go through until they let it all out. things have changed and we can't go back to what they were, we must move forward. but i also believe we need to work hard to keep the people who ( Read more... )

It was good to see you guys the other night. I will miss you all. There was some talk of the old days..that was nice to remember the good times associated with it all. I did get a bit bothered with certain subjects. But that is just because I miss certain things and that is how I deal with it. I would do anything to change certain things and ( Read more... )

Today I do miss it...maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Only a little over a month left...then maybe I wont have days like today.

Letting go of something isn't the easiest thing to do, especially if it is a hurt that you need to let go. Change is something we can't fight...we all try and in the end fail. A friend recently asked me how I could go so long without talking to a "friend"...well it isn't easy, but it isn't my choice either ( Read more... )

Updated with this long entry and then LJ was in read only mode..sucks

This post is for SATURDAY JANUARY 22 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILLARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sent my wishes through your mom, but probably just like your Christmas presents you wont receive the message.

Have a great day with your friends.

Happy New Year to all... a new year and I think I will actually make changes for the good this year. I've learned the hard way that the people whom you think you can trust turn out to be the ones you can't ( Read more... )

someone i care about made a bad choice last year. he thought that everything was going to be ok. well that doesn't appear to be the case now. tomorrow the world as they know it will change forever. lesson learned for me is that things can come back to bite you. i'm tired of all this shitty stuff happening to people when the real bad guys out ( Read more... )

Well I need to give my place up in Kingsland, so I will be homeless. I will still keep my part time job in Brunswick for now..just in case the house in Florida doesn't sell and I can't move north for awhile. So I'm going to bounce from place to place when i am in town. I will be traveling back and forth a lot now though. I would like to see ( Read more... )