PARTY ALWAYS

"Be Still My Heart"

I was running late for work
So I didn't change my shirt
The evening's drinks left a lingering taste in my mouth
And when I left
You were fast asleep
Tangled in the sheets
And on the bus I could have sworn it was all a dream
And it didn't happen to me

And then I felt the scrapes
From the slippery subway grate.
Oh how you laughed
At my ( Read more... )

Confusing.

:(.
Depressed, I miss you...

I never have said anyhting I never had reason to. I never would believe it until I saw it true. How can it not be true when you said it yourself. I read it with my own eyes. On the computer. How could anyone know if I lie or what I say considering guess what, You don't talk to me. I haven't said anything, except how worried I was. Except how much ( Read more... )

I hate you.

I hope you will make better decisions than I have.

Well, Valentines day was yesterday. And normally that days sucks. Thanks to my friends, it was great.. Kevin got me nightwish Tickets. I'm so stoked. I couldn't ask for a better gift, or boyfriend. And well bay-lee want's me to get fat, her and her mom got me a shitload of chocolate. Lol, It's all good. To the gym I go. Ha. Everyone in my house has ( Read more... )

Welllll, Todays a drag. And well I think brandon and his friend wnat to stop by so I'm down. got nothing better to do. And well. Tonight I work, Then hanging out with Kev, and all of them. It'll be fun..

What is a trust issue? Why do they form?

Go on just say it,
You need me like a bad habit,
One that leaves you defenseless, dependent, and alone.
Go on just say it (Are you afraid to),
You need me like a bad habit (Say what you want to, tell me you want to),
One that leaves you defenseless, dependent, and alone. (Are you afraid to say what you want to, tell me you want to).

I hold my ( Read more... )

I got to keep it down.. I feel so sick.