I'm glad one of us stopped wondering, I just selfishly wish it had been me. These strange dreams won't quit and it makes the wonder worse.

"It's true what they say about fools who leave too soon, they don't ever really move on."

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hi.

What am I to do now? I hung it on my wall and looked for you there.

To sleep. Watch it burn. The fire and an ambulance. The sirens and dead bodies. What a false pretense I live under. The truth is false. I am weak. Failure in a moment. Aching is death. I have no desire. Incurable pathology. Blankets to shake the cold. It isn't working.

When you're in my dreams there always so much more vivid than every other one. Whatever though.

Whatever you're doing, get out of my dreams, seriously. 11 years is much too long. Thanks.

If I never sleep a wink at night you'll be none the wiser ( Read more... )

You'll die with a fucking needle in your arm. Think you're so good at hiding but your face says it all. A junkie needing the next fix to fuck the day away, as the words flow from your mouth in a jumble of unintelligible nonsense filled with lies and yesterdays gambles. You trade your arm like a whore needing more money, but you are a whore, ( Read more... )

lily liver, belly achin' son of a bitch, piecemeal by piecemeal, town to town, a parade of unenthusiastic assholes, colored red with murder, the bloods on the hands, they're digging holes 6 feet down, my tombstone just waiting, the fool paid the piper in a thousand shouts, a deaf silence fills an empty forest, schizophrenia has never looked so good ( Read more... )