I can't wait for the day things start to go my way... I really do deserve most of it tho.

I keep doing things that set myself back; I feel like I'm stuck in a hole where instead of trying to climb out, I just keep digging deeper.

valentines day 06 ( Read more... )

where does the time go? the end of first semester already... I am kinda excited to go home but kinda not, dont really wanna work and woodhill but I will prolly end up going back anyway. my grandpa is getting worse and worse, my grandma just went into the hospital with congestie heart failure, and my dad started smoking again because of it all. ( Read more... )

things are goin well, can't really complain. dont talk to sarah anymore, dunno if that is good or bad but either way I'm not thinking about her so much anymore so who cares? wish I would have gone to see fob, mcs and panic! this weekend but it was sold out long ago. I am looking forward to funeral for a friend, hours is prolly one of my most ( Read more... )

I feel better and better everyday about the whole sarah situation. playing guitar more and more is helping I think, at least it allows some sort of release. why didnt I start earlier? I regret not learning years ago but whatev, I have more people that I can ask for help I suppose. I am really so-so about life right now, some stuff is good and other ( Read more... )

coooool... I <3 girls. they make me so warm inside. pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ( Read more... )

k, sorry I havent updated for a while... tons of stuff has happened too and I dunno what to think of it all. Last weekend, I went home to surprise sarah and take her out and what not. I got her a diamond necklace which cost like $100. we were both kinda quiet later that night at my house, and she asked me what was wrong, so I said, "I am just ( Read more... )

Been very emo lately. too much stuff is goin on and I am finding it so hard to deal with. most of it revolves around sarah, I will admit, but I just can't stop thinking about anything else. when we are together it feels like we are the only two people that matter in the world. she makes me the person I have always wanted to be, and I don't want to ( Read more... )

I'm very happy at this point in time but I know I am just cheating myself because even though sarah and I still act like a couple, I know it will all just be thrown out the window once we go to school. I can see the first few weeks of school being very depressing or very happy. This is probably the best summer I have ever had and I owe it to sarah ( Read more... )

I love keepin this kid on his toes ( Read more... )