Teddy is in a state of disrepair now. He's been restuffed at least three times, sewed up since I was eight. I lost his animal tag and his tail has fallen off at least five-seven times. His eyes which were once smooth have tiny dents from battles with various dryers. His hair is matted together in the places that have hair, and there is visible ( Read more... )

and so i find myself left on this desolate cement porch of a long row of metro-suburban homes. And this, this is when it finally becomes clear to me about everything that's going on. Maybe it started with the rather miserable pep ralley, being lost in a sea of sophmores and freshmen on the way to the bus- or when I saw Fredd walking off with Pamas ( Read more... )

when i grow up...
...will i be able to live..
... without knowing what to do with myself...
...without regretting anything..
without making mistakes?
if that ^ is so..
i want...
i want to grow up right away Everybody ( Read more... )

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when people make assumptions they should be prepared to be wrong, in either some slight aspect or with the thing as a whole.
And if they can't take being wrong then they shouldn't vocalize these assumptions.
And if they don't like being retaliated against, or told they're wrong. they shouldn't vocalize these assumptions.& memo. i am not going to ( Read more... )

guess what? this stupid hurricane thing has ruined my labor day vacation and i won't be going to the beach. my parents think that just b/c it's going to blow across florida and head towards the gulf it just might blow the beach house down or whatever and we might get hurt or die. and that saddens me ( Read more... )

been a while since i was on livejournal. got so caught up in reading ppl's entries that i forgot i was ironing and nearly set fire to my brother's shirt and the house. ha! only i would do that ( Read more... )

wow, i have not updated in such a friggin long time, and why my stupid computer is to blame but now after the hard drive crashed taking with it the unsaved, 10 paged, yc script. -that i spent forever writing on. and it's not saved on anything and now i will never get the script back. oh joy... not ( Read more... )

hospital visit today> very painful, i cried b/c it hurt so bad. enough said. i hate it all. i just wanna get away from here, sometimes i really hate jacksonville(not all the time tho). there's some really scary ppl out there. really scary and really mean. karen you'll be glad to know that i didn't have that person at the window last night altho i ( Read more... )

why is it that ppl always feel that they have to know somethin that doesn't concern them? i don't mean lil who likes who secrets i mean things that they have no buisness knowing. and it's about stuff that you can't tell them bc if you do then ur betraying the trust of someone else. And you try to explain this to them and what do they do? they keep ( Read more... )