i'm a little confused about things. A little lost kinda feeling. I just want a hug. a nice long, warm hug. I want to bury my head in someones chest and just breath. i don't understand so many things and I keep on trying to, but I guess it's useless. no need to rack my brain looking for answers to questions that I could never answer and I don't know ( Read more... )

hhmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

nothing much but i made a copy of the Road To Perdition soundtrack tonight for me and Ksey...... I can't stop listning to it..... when it get all soft and emotional and you can feel the music so much......god I have chills right now listening to it. I have to go so that i can save myself a place in my bed and not just hidden some where inside my ( Read more... )

tonight I went to Jenks with Abbey. we picked up Ed and her friend beth, who rocks, and we were on our way. a cover band plyed and bob, joe and john showed up. it was such good times. Megan came and she only added totally rockin to the night. I had a blast and we danced and sang. they played alot of Prince and I danced everywhere. told people I ( Read more... )

ok so I just updated, but I have a few ani quotesto lay down so if you don't want to read this than skip over it or go fuck yourself. I've never been one for tact when it's not needed like in my own journal ( Read more... )

so I just got back from the bar and had a very sad talk with jimmy. his gradmother is going. she's on her way out and I promised if he called me tomorrow that I would go with him to visit her aslong as I could be back in time for the complexity II meeting. I also I promised that I would be there when ever it happened. I mean it too. No one came to ( Read more... )

hmmmm.... hang on I'm trying to figure shit out ( Read more... )

Haha..take that all you stupid bitches that said I would never make it....take that right in your stupid asses ( Read more... )

so here I am after a night of double lecture ( Read more... )

"Twenty three and so tired of life ( Read more... )