I finally found him-waiting since the day I met him at the mall to talk to him once again! Heard someone talking about an Adam-and I just out of know where just decided to see if it was the same one Ive been looking for! IT WAS :) yay! So i got his number-called him last night-aww..I was so excited! So we made plans for Saturday-and maybe over Fall ( Read more... )

Something is wrong with her and she wont tell me why-I know why she wont...bc we arent friends-but I care about everyone! And to keep things on the inside isnt good at all-look I dont get to see Brian anymore-bc he never shared what was wrong with him. So please dont keep anything to your self (you know who you are) Im here to listen and give ( Read more... )

The smell of his hair still lingers in my bedroom ( Read more... )

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1. Im a bitch ( Read more... )

You left me here alone ( Read more... )

Damnit today is the day to deal with his family!
I get pictures today-of me and him makes me very upset but happy at the same ( Read more... )

Well I can't believe he is gone-but im still here waiting for him. I sit in english waiting to see his smiling face just pop out from the door way. But still no sign of Brian! Everyone came up to me today-showing me the article in the news paper-I wanted to cry but I stayed strong and knew Brian was watching me right then and there. He knows I miss ( Read more... )

I feel so empty
So does everyone else
A big chunk of my heart-is his for life-all yours Brian :'') I promise!
Im getting his favorite picture he always drew tattooed on my wrist! :'')
I love you Brian
RIP-Lindsay

Hung out with Derek Ferrel last night, thinking everything was going to be fun. Trying to find people to hang out with, not knowing who would want to or who would actually be home to hang with! So we went to Brian's, all the lights were off, no one was home! Mom said-NO one is home-how bout Phillips! So we headed over to Phil's house, and his mom ( Read more... )