So something good happened last night! But still I proceed to wake up sad almost every single morning! The pain still lingers inside of me! Hope I dont bring him down also! That wouldnt be good at all!

:) Well biye..Chris!

I stood outside today-told him I was trying to feel the warm sun beat down onto my skin-I squeezed my eyes shut-and told him-all I felt was the cold wind run accross my body! It is because of you I love you I love to hate you! Your making my life worse. Your name left a bad taste in my mouth! Because you left me here with emotionless scars-and-a ( Read more... )

She tells me, I need to stay out of her business, but I can't believe that she would get into mine *gasps*...*covers mouth with hand in surprise* Jesus Christ! Then she updates her journal..telling Chris..that he shouldnt be talking to me! LoL! Then she leaves a comment on my journal, that was So So So harsh, which brought tears of pain to my eyes ( Read more... )

Its not that i dont love you anymore,
but it would be much more accurate to say that i never loved you in the first place!

Last night was one of the best nights I have had in a long time! It was fantastic ( Read more... )

Woke up sad and scared today
No idea why though
I wanted to wake up next to someone
I havent done that in awhile
To know someone cares about you more than anything in the world
Is almost the best thing in the world :)

Got out of school early..came home to find out he wasnt here yet..so we waited! And he showed up! :) I was so happy! We left for Ohio..to go to Kings Island! (My mom likes him alot she told me about 3 times) Him and me...walked around and rode all the rides we could fit in before midnight..it was fun! We laughed together alot again! I love it! Saw ( Read more... )

Do you remember how we met? I do! We sat there in Geography! I was moved over in front of you! I thought you were dirty! LoL! You wore the same pants for 48 days! Everyone made fun of you! I didn't! I stuck up for you! I felt something tug on my thong that day! I turned around and you were smiling! I didn't know what to say, so I just looked at you ( Read more... )

Man..I guess my day at school went by pretty fast!
Thought about alot
him
you
me
school
tomorrow
good things
bad things
you some more
my mom
my dad
my stomach
her
my grades
too much more
Just alot of shit was going on..
And I cant wait for 2morrow!
cant wait til saturday!
Biye

Not sure whats going on ( Read more... )