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I had a big long post about how much i actually fucking hate you. But you're not worth it.
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Is it considered trash talk if its to yourself?
I remember when livejournal was everything to me. Pouring my soul into this online journal seemed like the only time I had power of my thoughts. When I felt like my voice mattered. Ah, the dark ages of being a heart broken teenager. Even now, throughout the last ten or so years occasionally journaling I am 98% of the time bitching about life and ( Read more... ) -
Yea, I have a lot built up today
Here's the next thing.. I miss Nathaniel, I miss my friend so much it hurts my body. My heart literally hurts through my chest and I don't know how to stop it. Some days I dont even think of him. Other days, like today, I just race to the last time I saw him. What did I do? What did I say to make him no longer want to be in my life? To no ( Read more... ) -
It's been months and here I am, still angry and hurt
I was planning on calling you this weekend but I wasn’t sure if you would answer or if I would start crying. Mom called me yesterday to fill me in about what happened Friday and Saturday with you and my parents. I’m really heart broken with how it escalated and ended. If you were feeling frustrations with my parents before Friday I wish you would ( Read more... ) -
There are two sides to every story, I know both and don't like either.
All weekend my stomach has been in incredible knots. My birthday is a month away and I am dreading it. Not because of getting older or because I feel so old, because two girls can't won't get along. It's been over a year since Paul decided he was going to be fuck buddies with Heather, he was still dating some doe eyed girl long distance in Ohio at ( Read more... ) -
Chapter Eight: One down- 60 more to go
This weekend marks one year of marriage. It has been a trying year. Jeremy and I are great but when people say has anything changed since you have been married and most of the time my answer is no but thats not the case, really, a lot has changed ( Read more... ) -
Chapter Seven: You give me (baby) fever
Just hanging out with my niece and nephew and how cuddly they have been recently and seeing Brittney's baby belly has just put me in BABY mode hardcore. I want a baby. Still refraining from telling too many people. I hate when people have this great rewarding things going on in their lives, IE baby, new job, house, marriage etc. etc. and a ( Read more... ) -
Chapter 6: There are no babies for Bill Murray
No baby update. Life has been extremely busy. I’m thankful we have been put on hold though. The holidays have been stressful not being home for the past month because of work and selfishly, girls night out is a little over a month away.
I am happy I wasn’t pregnant for this job as well. It is the most stressful job I have ever had and I have loved ( Read more... ) -
Chapter Five: 7 Days too late
So Where oh where is my period? I am officially 7 days late and all signs lead to negative pregnancy tests. NEGATIVE?! A WEEK LATE?! This is killing me! The wait is just miserable! JUST MISERABLE! That's all I have for updating right now. I know it's not much but it drives me crazy.