Well yesterday was pretty cool. Even though my plans to being in San Pedro didn't work out. The girl broke her ankle and she cant walk. Sucks to be her. I wsa supposed to go to lunch with Spetember but she had to work at 2 pm :'(. So my plans were basically get screwed up for most of the day. Then Haley and September came to my rescue and ( Read more... )

Why does life have to suck so badly? I don't know. I guess I'm just a waste of time and space to anyone that I'm with. I don't know what to think anymore. I'm nothing, I'm just nothing. Right now I'm in tears. I'm crying. I'll just die away and no one would even give a damn ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm feeling like right. I mean I cried last night, so basically I cried myself to sleep. I guess it's better than drinking myself to sleep ( Read more... )

Well, I guess I'm still here because I'm writing here. These pass few days have been really rough for me. I've drank for the past 4 days straight. I've just had a rough time. My feelings right now are still the same. I still care about her, but I don't know what her feelings are for me. I guess I'll never find out ( Read more... )

Well, this might be my last entry that because hardly anyone comments and I'm upset. I don't know what to think anymore. I love Laura so much, but so far I havent heard from her. I guess she's working stuff out. So now, I might not right here anymore. So basically what I'm saying is, why should i even bother writing here? It feels like no one ( Read more... )

Well, even though I'm scared, sad, miserable, and so on. I decided to write her. My day has completely sucked. Last night I drank and was going to out. My dad caught me drinking and bitched at me. Today it was the same thing. My brother's friend nicole picked me up and took me out for lunch and tried to cheer me up, it didn't really help at all. ( Read more... )

Well, right now I'm not feeling well. I only slept 4 hours last night. The last couple of days have been rough for me. Right now, I'm sad. I'm sad because 1) I don't feel good, 2) my back is causing me major pain, 3) my parents have been giving me a hard time at home, and 4) feels like my g/f laura is mad at me. So I have nothing to do tonight ( Read more... )

Well, I know my title for this entry isn't the greatest, is it? Sorry if this update might be short because right now my back is fucking hurting and I'm a little sleepy. Anyways, let me get to the update ( Read more... )

Well, I'm writing this from Laura's house right now. We went to breakfast earlier this morning, which was good. I love being with her. She makes me so happy. I love her so much. Sorry for not updating because I haven't been myself lately. I started summer school on monday :(. I hate it already. It's boring and all I do is just sit there and ( Read more... )

Well, I'm just waiting for Laura to get off work. She lost her apron and was all upset, I tried to help find it, but I was shit out of luck :'(. I miss her right now, but I will see her when we have dinner :). Anyway, my day was ok. I had school in the morning then I went to see my baby :). She was really tired and she still couldn't find her ( Read more... )