i grew some balls and added him to facebook.
now we're talking.

awesome.

i found him on facebook.
i creeped.. a lot.
only to find out that he 'gets attached easily' and tried to kill himself twice.
i also realized that he's pretty much revamped himself totally as a couple months ago he looked quite overweight and not good looking at all. he's from port colborne. we have three friends in common; lauren, gonz and ken's ( Read more... )

i met a boy tonight.
brown hair, about 5'9, glasses, decent looking. had a tattoo of something from fear and loathing.
we slowdanced. he didn't go to brock. he was quite preotective of me and didn't let anyone push us around/any boys get near me. it was kind of cute.
he asked for my number right at the end once it was all over and we still wanted to ( Read more... )

i had this dream where i was talking to patrick about you. nothing really interesting happened, other than the fact that patrick was kind of confused as to why you were apparently seein' some girl even though you technically weren't. then he asked about what was going on between us right now.. and i basically told him that i had zero idea.

my ( Read more... )

is this how it's going to be?

we're talking an awful lot now. about nothing, really. you left them for me. just so you could hang? i don't know, seems kind of weird.

you've started to cling to me. and i've only started to notice. you've been clinging for awhile now. maybe from even before what you said that one night.

i would be more than happy to ( Read more... )

what is it your thinking about?
i really hope it's me.

you're so much fun. i thought you might have been kidding -- but later, when i ran into you, i don't think you actually were. i'm a little certain that you were serious. and, well, i might have. just because we'd be together.

being with you tonight made me happy. winning, made me even happier. you pulled me so close to you and we never touch. if ( Read more... )

i like how you trust me. i don't think you really trust anyone. maybe you're just really glad to have me around.

there's a definite sense people get around us. there isn't any hiding it anymore. we're both so different when we're around each other. people notice. they pick up on it. and if they're smart, they just know. or assume.

i can't stop ( Read more... )

you asked me tonight if i was madly in love with you. i told you i wasn't, because really, i'm not at all. i would have thought more that you could be madly in love with me, seeing as half the time when you're drunk you want to make out. but whatever. it doesn't change us. i don't think anything will. our friendship is so strong. i love having you ( Read more... )

you invited me out.
finally.
but it's not for weeks.