do i really give you a dirty look every time i see you? i'm pretty sure every time i run into you lately, you ask me what that look was for. think about that for a minute. do you even know WHY i would even do that?

i'm sick of seeing you, sick of talking to you, sick of never hanging out, sick of hearing about you, sick of talking about you, sick ( Read more... )

last night, i almost told you something i never tell anyone. i was going to, but then i never ended up doing so. because once i do, i know your opinion of me will change; and possibly not for the better, but only to be just friends.. always.

but then again, that may just be whatever well end up being anyway.
though i'm not sure what i want at this ( Read more... )

it's been a month since i've listened to of montreal.
a month ago when something amazing happened - while listening to of montreal. for over two hours.

and soon after, apparently you implied that we were seeing each other.. but never clearly said it. so instead, i went off and fucked around with other guys. and maybe you did the same with other ( Read more... )

it was weird when i saw you today, and you sat near us. did you know it was me? you were by yourself. that's kind of awkward.you kept looking over and it made it seem like you wanted to say something, but you didn't.

then,
you told me about a dream you had which involved me. i was kind of excited when you told me, because no one ever tells me things ( Read more... )

why do you even bother coming around anymore? you probably can't tell, but i don't want you in my life anymore. and i know that's going to probably be one of the hardest things i'll have to do when it actually comes down to it.

and yet, every time you come around, it makes it seem like you want something. i gave you a dirty look, because i didn't ( Read more... )

people like to tell me things. it should really bring us closer, and in a way, it definitely does.. but there's a part of me that's blown apart whenever it happens. especially if we had a history from before.

how could i have told you that i hit on you? how could you have not known? maybe because that one other time when we hung out, things were ( Read more... )

i had this dream this morning where we were fooling around, and there was a lot going on, but it seemed weird because you were kind of like a pimp. but you only wanted me. and i only wanted you. and being with you felt the way it should; just like that one time.

i have never dreamt about you, and i have never cried over you.. but i'm always hoping ( Read more... )

Libra: Someone you hardly noticed before will suddenly become a lot more attractive to you, out of nowhere. It's worth giving them a chance.

did it get too real for you? that it was actually going to happen tonight, and you got scared? i won't lie; i probably would have made a move. but would you have?

i don't want to chase anymore. but i do want to ( Read more... )

in short:

drove to london in a small, compact car with four seats.

went to the bar with a generally older crowd. was not drunk. many boys grindin' up on me. wanted one in particular. he danced around me. then i was taken by some other generic, american eagle dress shirt wearin', western dude who couldn't dance, kiss, or do anything right.

toured ( Read more... )

tonight, i talked to you for hours.
and it seemed like the both of us kept straying around the topic of what we really wanted. both of us implied it, but neither of us said it.
but you don't know who i am.

i ran into you twice today.
after the class you should have been in, and during dinner.
you stumped me on what to say on two different occasions ( Read more... )