i'm totally crushin'... on someone i don't really even know,
on someone i never actually thought was even attractive,
on someone i didn't think i'd ever be crushin' on.
and it seems like i'm just fucking myself over by doing this.

and the other day, this new friend of mine
said something to me
"just because something starts differently,
doesn't mean it's ( Read more... )

sometimes it feels like you don't really want to talk to me.  i mean, is it just me, or does that seem kind of weird when i'm getting this vibe and we're supposedly seeing each other?

so many boys tonight of all different shapes and sizes, and yet, none of them.. (okay, maybe a couple) phased me.. especially that one that kind of looked like you. ( Read more... )

i like knowing that you don't know who i am, but i know who you are.
problem is, before i thought you weren't good looking.
and now i kind of think you are, perhaps because you look kind of older now.

i could have sworn you looked at me today almost as if you knew me.
and as i watched him walk over to where you were, i wanted to follow him and have a ( Read more... )

every single time i walk by, your light is always on. it makes me wonder what you're doing in there, and who you're doing it with. you're up all day, and practically all night, and your blinds are rarely ever shut.

it's 3:30 in the morning and i can hear a bunch of random guys on my floor screaming and yelling. i'm pretty sure they are the guys i ( Read more... )

i couldn't help but wonder if what you were saying was in any way directed at me.
are you actually having problems with her? and is it because of me that you are? you didn't seem to have any difficulty before; but that was the summer. and this, well, is now.

seeing you this way makes me feel bad, because i know deep down, i'm still feeling about the ( Read more... )

i walked across jubilee courtyard today, and all i thought about was him. 
and how a few short weeks ago, it was the middle of the night and we were walking to my room. i couldn't understand my logic as to why i went that way, but i was also quite intoxicated. in my head, i probably took the longer route just so i could look at him some more.

and he ( Read more... )

a year ago yesterday.
and it figures last night, all i could even talk about was you.

where is this going?

.....no fucking where.

FUCK

i don't know what's going on, and it makes me sad.
but i haven't cried over him.

i had a dream last night where i was mackin' someone else.
it was kind of awesome.

i had noticed you from the moment i arrived at the bar. there you were, with some friends - you were absolutely breathtaking. i had watched you walk past me a couple of times, making eye contact and smiling. but i didn't think it was going to go anywhere.

as beers were being shoved down my throat, i randomly walked into the middle of the dance ( Read more... )