what can i say that already hasn't been said before?
it seems as though everyone's getting crushed recently, but no one is picking up the pieces.
and as for me, i've got that feeling where your heart's lodged in your throat.
and it kills.

the world has turned and left me here
just where i was before you appeared
and in your place an empty space
has ( Read more... )

i hated not being with you last night.
i would have had a better time if you were there.
did i just say what i think i just said?

beneath this skin i hide
i die to remember
all the time i was alone
memories i have
a constant reminder
of where i've been
and who i am
beneath this skin i hide
constant reminder of you
sorry you feel this way
constant reminder of ( Read more... )

 "i still think there is a spark there that either needs to be crushed and put out, or ignited. and the only way that is going to happen is if the two of you, well, kiss. either you're going to kiss and go, 'hey, this isn't what i remember' or you're going to kiss him and be like 'oh my god, i missed you.'"

you seemed in too good of a mood when i ( Read more... )

tonight, you blew my mind.

yes patrick, for once this is about you and only you.

i'm so feelin' you.
but i'm scared of where it might go.

"i think you guys want to be together, but are scared of a repeat of last year. and the even funnier thing about it is... you want to make each other jealous by talking about the relationships that you are trying to have now. he did it, so you did it; you did it, so he did it. but you don't ( Read more... )

i thought you may have been genuinely interested. and i was more than excited.

but now i'm not so sure.

from everything i've chosen to stray
but never with contempt
for every mile a moment missed
my absence not in vain
this choice is passion, this path is tension
i feel the pressure clenching me
this is now and not forever

i just honestly fooled around with a guy for over two hours, who i had known for maybe, if not even, three hours prior.

i actually knew who he kind of was; although he probably fed me lies.

and although he tired to pull off my shorts many times, i wouldn't let him. as he sat naked on my bed, i looked over at him. here, was about the first time i had ( Read more... )

Libra: You've said, "this is the last straw" again and again. When are you finally going to cut that no-good person out of your life for good?

i wish i could do it now.
but i can't.
because i'll still see you, everywhere.
and people will still talk about you to me and about me to you.
and people will still ask us what's going on.  
and we'll both make ( Read more... )

i can't fucking believe that rumour was true.
i guess there's nothing i can really do now.

i've been crushing on you for years now, ever since we first met.
we were so different back then, and we're so different now.
i'm pretty excited to have you in my life, but i want something more.
i highly doubt that will ever happen, though.

back then, you were everything i ever wanted and i never told you that.
present day, that really hasn't ( Read more... )