where is my home?
where are my friends?

it's been just over a year now since the move, and it still doesn't feel right. but it doesn't feel right in wasaga either. therefore, it feels moreso that i have no real home. i listen to people at brock tell me how much they can't wait to go home, and i pretty much shrug it off.

my friends in wasaga can't ( Read more... )

..i just couldn't do it.

he made me feel really nervous, as he told me a few things that i never knew actually happened, such as how he talked to me on my first day and i completely ignored him (which i don't remember at all) and how he used to check me out all the time.

he told me that the reason he was even over was because he thought we were ( Read more... )

i'm still waiting for the day that you just invite me over.
but i guess that's a little difficult when i'm certain there's someone back home.
and the rumour is that there's someone here, too.
and it's definitely not me.

so i guess i'm just history.

now if you'll excuse me,  it's after 2am and i'm about to walk out my door and into someone else's arms, ( Read more... )

i'm living in an age
that screams my name at night
but when i get to the doorway
there's no one in sight

how fucking true is that really?

stressin' and depressin'.

someone please tell me that everything's going to go my way eventually.

you made me feel really important yesterday, if only for a second.
it made me wonder what exactly you wanted, and if it was in fact, what i actually wanted.
but then you said it was nothing.

i guess i'll never get what i want.

i sent an email to my brother, and all of a sudden, we're talking on msn.
he says something about how this guy just added him to msn and so forth, talking to him about nancy.

the guy was you.

you said something about how much you're into nancy and how you've already done stuff, but have something against her 'red eyes.' now, the reason you would add ( Read more... )

i can't believe you actually called me.
i can't believe how much we talked about things. nothing about us, but just things in general.

it felt incredible when you ranted and raved, and told me stories and things that i never knew about you.
i liked listening to the sound of your voice, and how i didn't recognize you at first. i liked how your voice ( Read more... )

as i walked back from village tonight, memories rushed back.
i remembered when i used to leave your court at all hours of the night. and get there, at all hours of the night, where the people in your court used to greet me as if i was one of their own. they knew me as that girl that was constantly at your house. i always kind of felt weird when you ( Read more... )

today, you reminded me of my brother.
and how a very long time ago in nottawa, i watched him as he casually leaned on rosie.

tonight, you did the same thing to me.
i wonder if that means we're just friends.
i don't want it to mean that.

you're coming along now rudy 
don't you want to know?
well sort it out, 
cause don't you wonder what the world holds ( Read more... )

the bar scene is kinda weird ( Read more... )