dragonfly was so fucking cool. i'm definitely going again!
hookups rule.
life rules.
my cousin rules.

everything about today was awesome.

 
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i love spending time with you. i think i bring out the best in you. and maybe you do the same for me.
i'm on the brink of falling, but i don't want that. not again.
no one has ever been able to do what you do to me. no one can ever compare. no one ever will.
i'm happy. 
for now.

and i want to live again
and tear it all open
for you to see
i'm yours
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"they are either short or gay. what's with you?"
- mom

to be able to cry myself  to sleep even after an entire year has passed, means that i'm still not over any of this.

i just had this dream where i was totally mackin' joven.
...and i started it.

i ate pemeal bacon, breakfast sausages, toast and french fries yesterday.

today i had a grilled cheese and it was the most delicious thing ever.

my right cheek has become way less swollen but my left is still about the same as yesterday. i figure the main reasons as to why i'm so bad compared to everyone else that i've talked to is because both ( Read more... )

i never watch the news.
it's amazing when i flipped through channels and found something interesting going on in your city and it made me hope that it wasn't you.

it scared me more to think that i was thinking that it could have been you... maybe.

but then again, i have dreamt of your death before.
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