i look fucking ridiculous.
it's day 2.
but i can now semi-eat and semi-talk.

i had a frenectomy done as well, removing the cleft gum from above my two front teeth ad making my upper lip come down moreso, like lips are supposed to end up doing. so it has been extra hard because my upper lip won't move at all, and i can't close my mouth yet. ( Read more... )

 
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i have seen you every day this week, from friday up until thursday morning.. which is today.
i've spent more time with you this week than i think i ever have before in the entire time that i've known you.

last night was an amazing night.
i think you're the only boy i've ever known that doesn't snore.

 
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i guess we're kind of seeing each other now.

...i missed this feeling.
though i suppose it never really left.

i was in a fake relationship with bobby on facebook.

today, JD's cousin asked me who i was in a relationship with. and i said it was bobby. and then JD's cousin said that it was JD who asked his cousin about me dating someone. and JD's cousin had no idea up until tonight.

JD apparently seemed discouraged. JD also never checks facebook. JD knows ( Read more... )

s'up summer job in marineland.
i run the rollercoasters.

cool, i guess.

someone i know isn't a virgin anymore.
not so cool.

 
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there's been so much talk about marriage lately.
someone i knew in grade eight recently gave birth to a healthy baby boy. i don't talk to her, nor was i ever really friends with her in grade eight, but she's 19. and now has a child. and the dude who knocked her up isn't with her anymore. so she's a single mom.

another girl i knew in grade eight was ( Read more... )

you're always going to be a part of my life.
there is no way i can actually remove you from it even if i attemped to do so. you would find a way back in. it wouldn't be the first time, either.

it still bothers me sometimes knowing when you're trying to pick up. or knowing that i can't exactly have you. i'm certain you sometimes feel the same way.

i' ( Read more... )