So I was talking to my mother today and she was telling me about this awful dream she had about someone stalking me. I laughed at her and said that I could handle a stalker. The crazy thing about it is that tonight when I get home from work some 10 hours later I find a note in my mailbox from my creepy 40-something year old neighbor that I've ( Read more... )

One little problem with my new job thing would have to be the fact that I told wolfman I could work full-time right before the penguin hired me. So this week and next week are going to be insane. I'm almost done with my first killer stretch. All I have left in my six-day double streak is one 14 hour shift sunday and a quick night shift on monday ( Read more... )

Often times I find that I am the source of my own unhappiness. Such is the case with all of us. Sure work sucks. But I'm in charge of the ultimate decision to go or not to go. I'm trying to take hold of my life again, whatever that means. I want to eliminate as much negativity as possible. The last week has been quite nice. I've had a few ( Read more... )

Hello, everyone. My name is Kimberly and I'm addicted to queso cheese.

Since I can't use my waning health and mental condition as an excuse anymore, I'm going to get shit accomplished. Today I was offered both a management position at Wolfman and a job at The Penguin. I accepted the offer from The Penguin because its less work for more money, a pretty logical choice. I want to go back to school this year. Even if ( Read more... )

I did, in fact, chop off my hair today. its veeery short. and black. I also got my foot in the door at penguin. its not a regular thing but I will be a "back-up". which means if a position opens up its mine. that's good. I've been in such a good mood since I put in my notice at the bank. its kinda sad to think that a job had me so down for ( Read more... )

Since I have decided that I'm not really happy there will be changes until I'm satisfied ( Read more... )

I sure do bitch a lot. I don't wanna be that girl. too late. my apologies.

I've still been spinning through this self exploration thing. its all bullshit. human nature allows for a goal with the prospect of happiness. as soon as this achievement or whatever it may be comes to pass it becomes evident that it wasn't exactly the trick. we need more. I want more. maybe I'm afraid to have goals now. I was so focused ( Read more... )

I just received a phone call from an old friend of mine. He just said I was on his mind and he had a feeling I could use some encouragement. He read me some things which really made me remember part of the reason I am who I am. We all go through tough times at some point. Even though I've been a bit neurotic lately I don't ever forget those who ( Read more... )