so i feel like one of the happiest clams on the beach, if in fact clams do live on the beach. things have been so good lately that it scares me, but i think it will all be good, and not maybe good like last time. rules were made to be broken, and i am learning to live with that. anyways, i hope everyone else is doing fantastic, and if i haven't ( Read more... )

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would it be better if i could wave a magic wand and make it happen the way i wanted it to, or would that lead to my utter destruction as it does in fairytales and movies that portray moral lessons to children? is all of this really necessary, why can't she just stand up and say "it's me, i figured you were tired of looking, so i decided to stand ( Read more... )

Directions: List 10 things that make you happy, then tag 5 friends.

1] my hair behaving.
2] really nice old women.
3] my ipod.
4] a certain girl.
5] peter pan.
6] kissing.
7] driving.
8] secrets.
9] good hugs
10] the future as i see it.

Tagged:
if you're on my list, consider yourself tagged. cause im too damn lazy to list all of you.

so things are changing once again, and just like before, i have no idea where i'm going, and i am not one-hundred percent sure i like any of it. but i cannot change direction, except to return from where i came, and i do not want to do that. so i suppose i shall trudge on just as i always have, hoping i am not heading west on the road to nowhere ( Read more... )

a lot of people think of death as a vile skeleton looking creature underneath a black robe weilding a scyth. i believe death is a gift, not a fun one. it is carried in a basket, buried underneath layers of flower petals. and the cutest little girl imaginable bears that ghastly basket. a lovely sight to see, but one that is bittersweet. ( Read more... )

it amazes me how much things change, and how little things change all at the same time

cycle endless cycle

mission codename: applesauce

it's kinda hard to remember what order it was in. but here's the best i can remember ( Read more... )