saturday afternoon was awesome. i did nothing. just shot hoops in my driveway, and chilled, with myself i guess. it was weird, and nice. i just sat on the back on my car, in the driveway, while im all sweaty in the 30 degrees and looked at my yard, and how much it looked like summer. how the sun was out. and how it was really comfortable. and i was ( Read more... )

well todays the first day since late summer that i havent had anything to do. there isnt even much to do in the chore department. left my book at school. heres how bored i was this morning ( Read more... )

today i read this article in national geographic about love and how most of the symptoms and chemical imbalances are very similar to obsessive compulsive disorder ( Read more... )

i really have nothing to fuckin do ( Read more... )

1. lifes meant to have suffering ( Read more... )

so saturday i had a major wipeout in my skullpod. on the way to st johns, for my 6th graders game, i passed a snowplow truck on barnes road on a major patch of snow and i just spilled at 55, into a 180 in the ditch on the other side of the road. my ma made me bring her, cause she didnt want me driving all that way alone. what it comes down to is ( Read more... )

do you smell that? that stinky smell? its the aroma of victory. we beat perry by 4. we got these twin 6footers, in 6th grade, who literally get better by the day. its their first year. we were in the parade too. i was pretty much just on the float to keep the wells brothers in line. those kids are crazy ( Read more... )

so i always play solitaire on the computer. and megans talkin to me, and somehow i got into explaining how ill win 1 out of 4, maybe 3 games. and how theyll always start off awesome. but then, betrayal sets in. or something like that. i forgot.
its just fate man. fuck it though. ya know.


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thilo says to me when i go to talk to him at the game 'dude you were the last person i thought would quit' which made my day.i feel kinda good about it, but nor for don and pat, my summer coaches. who turned me into a leader, and tought me how to coach players instead of just givin em funny looks and bitchin at em like thilo or hannon. and ( Read more... )

i like how in solitaire, when you have that one deck thats a spooky castle with the candles lit inside the drafty stone rooms silouhetted by the midnight blue background with that full moon thats partially blurred by clouds, how the bats flap their wings. but on my computer the bats dont flap their wings. thats something i dont like ( Read more... )